My Sunday started rather late today. 

Last night, I planned on going home today but thought of becoming more practical & asked  my brother transport my stuff to here instead of me having to pick it up from home.

Earlier in the day, I was daydreaming. Daydreaming about the past. Daydreaming of what I’ve become. Daydreaming of how I was or who I was 7 years ago. in my trying to recall & reminisce, I was surprised to realize that I’ve forgotten who I was. I’ve forgotten how I was. The seven years that have passed changed me in so many ways that I can’t remember how carefree, simple & content  I was.  How I wish I can buy my seven years back. I can’t remember but I miss the old me. If only I knew that I almost had the same fate as his “pasts”. In my daydreams, all I saw was him… Must sleep…

#bored

All the thinking got me wandering. As I wander, I wasn’t able to keep track of time. Little do I know that it was already way past lunch. Right then & there, I felt hunger. I got my food delivered by a guy named Gerald, who then asked me to give him a feedback/recommendation. Gerald asked me to call the hotline & send my feedback. How I wish he just had a pen & paper or a survey booklet that I could have just filled-out. I tried giving the hotline a call but they know nothing of the feedback thing. So I just left it at that. At least I gave it a try…

As I planned to head out to Church to attend mass, my brother came. I immediately went with them then strolled around in circles in the scouts. As we were all still full, we decided to eat in a place where we can just chill. We decided to drop by the authentic restaurant Dali but the place was closed. We tried going to Le Ching to just have a few bites of siomai but decided to just go to Behrouzz. As we got there, no parking lot. So we decided to go to Persian Kabab. We had a hearty meal of Cielo Kabab & yogurt then they sent me back to home (my home). i gazed at the clock and I saw that I still had enough time to catch the last mass. As soon as my friend got ready, we left for Church. After hearing the mass, I invited her to Ten02 which was originally my plan. 

Plan failed! I saw him! I saw that guy that quite intrigued me for quite awhile. But boy did my plan fail. I wish he could’ve seen me. I wish I didn’t just stood outside. I wish I went in. I could’ve at least asked for ticket prices of LOG. I wish I did something. There was a raucous outside the bar & I didn’t want to be in that scene.

Oh well, but then again, it just crossed my mind. Maybe, it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe everything happened the way it should. No one knows but I’m happy to get a glimpse. :) It’s crazy coz I shouldn’t be feeling this after what has happened in my past but I can feel a glimmer of that happy spirit somewhere deep inside of me. 

It’s just a crazy day. To think that I walked several meters tonight because of all the keraziness I did. LOL LOL LOL in all angle. That’s LOL thank you!